Tuesday, March 08, 2005

Out darn dreams!

They say that the more you think about one person in the day, the more likely you will be dreaming of this same person that you've been thinking of...

But i'm not so sure about it now that i've been dreaming of this same person even though i'm trying very hard not to think of her...

Every night, i'll be living in this make believe world where i'm constantly rejected,and constantly living in fear where any moment, i could lose you...

You seem so real, just before my eyes,
I tried to reach out to touch you,
to let you hear my words,
but i'm a wandering spirit,
You are so near and yet so far,
separated by nothing but circumstances,
And then, i floated back to reality,
that just stops short of a living hell...

I yearn for the nights where i could have a peace of mind,
have the kind of sleep which i dunno whether i'll still wake up the next morning,
and if only i could,
i would,
put an end to this...

alvinz blogged at 1:56 AM

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