Understanding life's lessons...

Sunday, September 24, 2006

1 week 4 days

coincidentally, today is my sister's 15th birthday celebrartion as well... her birthday is tomolo...

in anti-climatic fashion, i'm out with my family while she's out with her ex...

for one whole day, i did not bother them cos i was already expecting him to start his brainwashing actions and heart softening tactics on her and she already told me that she would most likely not return my sms nor pick up my call while she's with him...

and thats really hurtful... but wat can i do? powerless against such an arrangement and to pursue it would mean more hurt for her and myself... is it true that she would rather hurt me than to hurt him when it comes to times like this? feel really worthless man...

and no doubt they talked... for a long time they talked...

and again, the "Royal Edict" was passed down again that i should stay away from her to minimize watever meek influence that i have on her so that she could rethink her decision to part ways with him... and its like wat the hell right? she already told me a week ago that her feelings for her ex are not strong enough for them to get back into a relationship already and then wats there for her to rethink?

using mushy tactics like "i will die without you", "i've realised my mistakes and have been taking you for granted all these while..."... hah! And it took him this long to realise it? afterall, its already the second breakup already... it took him this long?! I think anyone could see that its a last ditch effort to salvage something that was not there already, no sincerity at all man!

But of course, these are sweet words enough to fool most girls... no doubt the already soft hearted her would have swayed again in sticking firm to her decision...

the result of it? once again i'm assigned with a burden to carry on my own...

or maybe... its a hint that something is about to happen...

meanwhile, enjoy the pics from the lavish dinner i had with my family...