Friday, November 10, 2006

Utter disbelief!

Think today was such a flop day man...
wanna surprise her in sch, ended up waited 40 minutes past the stipulated time to find out that she wasn't contactable on her phone... and my initial thought was, what happened to her? Dun tell me i missed her walking out from her office? Rushing to the office to see that everything seems to have closed for the night and no one is picking up my call prompt me to call it a day... only to find out that 10 minutes later, she has just knocked off from a duty away from her office and she's on her way home...

then i went to buy oil blotter for her as a surprise before surprising her at her house because she said she dun have time to buy it, only to find out 1 minute after buying that she bought it while she was waiting for her bus in clementi... What the?

so my surprises all fell short of their target...

Damn flop!

and i only got to meet her for a few minutes before she has to go home for curry fish head...

And all these!

For her to tell me at night again that she's tired and she wanna sleep?
Sleep is more important than talking?
Doesn't she know that i miss her so so much?
only a few minutes of communication...

Hah.... utter disbelief!
Did all these to be prioritised behind her sleep...
I'm nothing...
nothing...

Disappointment...
Heartache...

So unappreciated...

maybe to her, its normal? doesn't really take much?

Sorry, i dun think i'm up to it to give her more...

alvinz blogged at 12:45 AM

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