Saturday, December 02, 2006

3 hours only?

slept at 5 and woke up at 8....
wth!
not enough sleep already and i can only manage 3 hours?

and i woke up with the same feeling that i'm trying to get rid of...

thinking abt her...

wats the point man?
is she thinking about you?
the ans is NO!
damn it!

cant stop thinking of our memories
which looks set to really become just memories

i feel like destroying the momento i gave her
cos it no longer signifies anything
all that we've gone thru was never "together"
I was actually alone all these while
it was never a "we"
but an "i"
all the time...

she's gonna go shopping with him later, gonna have a good time later with her beloved,
probably enjoying her wonderful peaceful sleep now cos there's no longer anyone who would call her to wake her up and just to listen to her cute sleepy voice.... wait wait, how can u be sure her bf dun do this? gah~

no one... no obstacle...
was i one?
kaoz... now i become the bad guy...
haha, watever man

get up!
stop wallowing in this pathetic state!
meet someone!
have fun!
get up!
get up!
get up!

Stop being the fool!
STOP IT!

alvinz blogged at 8:50 AM

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