Wednesday, December 13, 2006

adjourned till sat...

i thought i could have end it off today but she's not free to meet me,
too tired?
i guess so...
well, saturday is the new date to be...
and i hope everything goes well, no more delays...

our smses were still quite cordial,
heart-warming in the friendship sense,
yup, just friendship now i guess...
and i hope i wun misinterpret it to be something more...

and i gotta try to just focus my attention on other matters,
like making new friends,
keeping in touch with my current friends,
family,
work and recreation,
self-improvement,
my business development...

Gotta thank jiahong for accompanying me last night cos he tot i might be feeling really down cos i'm suppose to end it today...
haha... guess i still have a few more days before i'm really gonna be down...
had vodka shots while playing scrabble with him...
gosh! its been ages since i last played scrabble!
and i think i improved against him cos i lost to him by 30 points instead of the usual 80 or more points haha...
though a weird combi for recre, we had fun, and it took some attention off my problems...

an end is for the better,
at least i hope so...

i must try to believe that watever that i've analysed about him is wrong,
i must try to believe that she will be happier with him,
i must try to believe that they are meant for each other and that this whole fiasco is a God-arranged period in their relationship that will strengthen them...

Everyone has a role to play in one another's life,
i guess this is mine...

alvinz blogged at 11:56 AM

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