Saturday, December 16, 2006

Counting down the hours...

Its less than 12 hours now...
and i'll be seeing her...

had a bad night,
just cant sleep well,
keep thrashing on my bed,
knocking my head on the wall,
kept thinking of her...

all my suppressed feelings thruout the week exploded last night...
and i tot i had successfully controlled my emotions,
when it turns out that they were only suppressed...

its like i'm forcefully tearing myself away from a perfect union,
like separating myself from our intertwinning souls...
so painful...

am i right or am i wrong?
i still dunno at this time...
i really hope she'll be happy...
really...

i shall shoulder this alone...
since it started with me...
it should end with me...

alvinz blogged at 8:47 AM

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