Wednesday, December 20, 2006

Dilemma...

Its about another half an hour to her birthday...
and i'm faced with a dilemma of whether do i send her my wishes,
or just let it pass...?
will she appreciate my wishes?
is she enjoying herself in the presence of him now?
haha...

laughing bitterly...

i passed her her birthday present earlier,
so that i can give way to him?

i mean i can just go over to her workplace and pick a fight right?
i'm sure he'll be there...
to take her away from me...

i dun wanna put her in a spot...

though i'm quite sure that she'll prefer i wasn't there,
so she wun get into any trouble...
or issit?

or issit just that she wun want to disappoint me when i have to see her choose to go with him over me?

haha... i guess so...
look at how attached she is to him...

even at times like this,
why do i still find myself giving in to her?
still giving in to them?
kaoz...
i'm the one thats being dumped man...
foolish

you dun even mean anything to her...
piece of shit...

wat do i do now?
can someone tell me how?

alvinz blogged at 11:22 PM

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