Saturday, December 23, 2006

her happiness is mine...

haha,
at least she appreciates what i did for her...
i'm happy that at least i'm still able to give her some happiness without meeting her...
she told me that more of my friends wished her than her own friends...
and i just wanna tell her this,
you have me and my friends,
who are also your friends too k?
you are never alone in this world...

and we went on to send each other about 7 smses...
hmm...
not bad, considering that we didn't talk for so long...
but i still missed her a lot...
i yearn to cuddle her when the weather is cold,
i yearn to bear my heart and share my secrets with her...
i yearn to be there for her when she's feeling down...
will she want me there too?

i recalled that i had a friend,
who made a guy waited for her for 3 long years before they finally got together...
but i wonder if in between, did she got attach to other guys or not...
but man...
this guy is really so true to her...
so patient with her...
and now they are happily abroad,
my friend is sticking to him all the way...
hopefully they'll get married and live happily ever after...

and i also recalled that you once asked me a few times before...
that how can i be so sure of my feelings?
how can i be so sure that you are the one for me?

well, my heart says so...
my guts say so...
my brain says so...
the whole me says so!

since i'm so sure...

i have to prove it all with my actions...
if thats the extent to proving my love for you...
proving that true love really exists...
i'll wait for you girl...

and it reminded me of something else too...
didn't your ex promised to wait for you no matter what happens?
how come now he said he was already thinking of moving on after only 2 months apart before you notify him that you are unsure again?
so now, how true are his promises actually?

silly bobo still cant see it...
sigh...

alvinz blogged at 2:16 PM

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