Monday, December 04, 2006

Suppressing and enduring...

Girl, i know its your first day of work on your new job today...
And i wanna wish you all the best, and i wanna hear how did you fare on your first day and lend you my support... wanna just give you a call as if i'm from the "Association of the new employees help group"... but i know i cannot, cos your determination to wanna just sort out your thoughts showed me that what you need most now is the freedom of space to think things thru... To really be firm in your final decision, to set your sights on what you really want for your future relationship... and what i must do to lend support is really to control myself, to suppress my urges to call you, to sms you, to contact you...

I really must do it!

For your sake i will endure everything and anything!

But what i'm afraid is there might be people who can't honour their words and still continue to take your space away by continuing to try to brainwash you to their advantage... i can only hope for the best that none of these is happening and that God can be fair to all of us... I trust in you girl... I really do...

Good luck girl, work hard, i'm with you in spirit...

alvinz blogged at 11:44 PM

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