Thursday, December 28, 2006

Watching over her from my silent post...

Seriously, after all my closest friends know what i'm going through now,
and discussed with me on the options that i have...
they advocate nothing but for me to move on...
i guess they are being protective of me,
not wanting me to continue to torture myself,
not wanting me to waste my holidays away,
and not keeping the next girl in my life from waiting...
but...
can i have a fusion of your ideas?
can i continue to wait for her but i'll stop torturing myself,
start enjoying my holidays,
and do my important stuff?
and i'm sorry for the next girl in line,
i dunno who you are but u needn't wait for me either...
haha...
watching her from a distance comforts me just as well,
knowing that she's still in sight gives me peace,
and quite bizzarely,
we are communicating on msn in a really funny way,
or maybe i'm just talking to myself again?
haha...
sigh...
when will i see her again?
miss her lots lots...

alvinz blogged at 11:51 AM

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